That optimistic, pink-tinged spark that makes life feel exciting. I used to chase its cause, rewinding actions and thoughts to explain it. But every search ended the same way—disappointment. The bubble burst as I realized there was no particular reason for happiness.

So I stopped looking for explanations. Instead, I now chase the feeling itself. I don’t care if it’s void of context or logic—I just want to dive into that ocean of chemicals that transforms my perception of life.

This is my daily side quest: to seek joy, unreasoned and unapologetic.

Would you join me?